Toby, my dog, passed away at 8:52 a.m. on Saturday, December the 7th, 2013.
Worked a nine hour shift today. Planned to go to Kyle’s house after work to spend the night. I got a text from my mom saying I needed to come home after work. I was fine with that cause I needed to get clothes for Kyle’s anyway. Well I get home and mom was sitting on the floor by my dog Toby, and my step dad was on the couch, nothing out of the ordinary there. My mom says, Chase come sit by me. I was completely weirded out by this by just thought my mom was having one of her emotional moments so I thought I would humor her. Well I sit down and she says to me, Chase, about four hours ago Toby had one of his seizures. I said okay, is he okay? She then tells me that he hasn’t been able to stand since then. Usually after about 5 minutes he is good, but she said this one was worse than usual. She called my sister to check on him, my sister is a vet technician and could tell what is wrong with him. She said that is seems as though he had a stroke. We will just have to take him to the vet clinic in the morning to really figure out what is going on.
Now, my mom said this. That one of two things is going to happen. He will be able to be put on some medication that will help him with this or he will have brain damage and need to be put to sleep. That is about the point when I started crying. Toby is my best friend.
I got Toby for my 10th birthday, I am now 20 years old. He was born August 1st, so he is a little over 10 years old.
It is 2:26 in the morning and hasn’t moved since about 6 o’clock.
This sucks. It seems that every time my life starts looking even remotely positive, life has to smack me in the face and remind me that good stuff always comes to an end.
Toby, you were always this man’s best friend.
I fucking love you.
Your pal, Chase.
She’s in love 😕
Kyle is a real ass nigger!
Anonymous asked: You are back to your Sophomore year in highschool. What's something you would do differently?
10th grade? Geez I’m not sure. Um done better in improv? Haha I don’t remember my 10th grade year being to bad until the end of it. Haha
Anonymous asked: What's three wrongs you wish you could go back in time and make right?
😁 oh shit. Um this is tough.
1. Play football, I’ve always had a love for it and I’ve always been athletic. I feel I could be somewhere at a good college if I had stayed.
2. I would have never let myself get out of church, I have backslid so hard since my leaving of church as a regular member.
3. Getting into drugs, I wish I had never gotten into the realm of drug use. It’s fun at times but really it’s made things difficult.
Anonymous asked: Can I suck your big toe?
I mean, sure.
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